god only knows
I talked crap @ 1:29 a.m. on 01.01.04
hello happy new year im back from SanFrancisco it was pretty fun, although i didnt get to do as much sightseeing as i would have liked, almost the entire trip was time w/ the relatives, the only place we really went was the golden gate bridge, and ghiridelli...they had some good stuff there. speaking of which, i prolly gained about 5 pounds on the trip... oh well it will be nice to go back to practice, its been a long time. when i was riding back from the airport i used the word stupid to describe driving a $300,000 car to school, and my mom was like no, we dont use stupid (in that really goddammed condescending voice) and i was like wow. i am so fucking restricted (sorry...bad mood)stupid is added to the list, which began with crazy, and was followed by dumb. my parents think im really irrestponsible, and that if they dont tell me on a daily basis not to drink at parties im gonna fall off the fucking deep end. b4 ashley's party, they reminded me that if there is any controlled substances there (controlled substances?) i should call immediately. my friends (yes, all 8-ish of them) are not evil. nothing will happen if im at someone's house and there are no parents there. in less than a month, at least one of them will be a legal adult. JESUS! also, i was talking about getting my intermediate liscense, and think its a given that i wont give people rides, and that i can only ride during daylight hours...how can you be so fucking ignorant and naive. &*@^$&@%#(&@!$^_@ if i werent overly lazy, id run away from home...but its cold out, and id miss wrestling practice. besisdes, tomoro is a holy day of obligation (buncha BS) which means i need to get up at 8 to go to church instead of sleeping late on vacation. i think im just gonna pull and all-nighter and sleep through church from the back row. sometime im just gonna sit down with my mom and argue for a few hours. i love arguing...mayb cus it pisses her off, mayb cus i just like being right who knows. ashleys party was fun, although nothing spectacular happened. we watched a big shiny ball for a couple minutes, watched a rather funny movie, which occasionaly bordered on blatant porn. i prolly gained another 5 pounds in chips at the party...im fat. yet another reason to go to wrestling. sometime in the future, were going ice skating. woo.hoo. fun...fun... i bet tomoro is not even a real holy day of obligation, its definitely not in california, why does it have to be here, and why did i have to end up catholic? all of catholocism has the same god, why did i have to be the sect that sucks. i need to get a life...if only i were allowed one. oh well, mayb when im 30 and get my first car ill see what happens. im out, gotta go drink caffine and eat chocolate peace :/
